It’s funny, quite a lot of the words on there appeal to me like; outgoing, overwhelmed and officious, but I don’t feel inspired to write about any of them.
I think what my problem is, is that I’m in a period of transition. The tricky circumstances of recent times have not gone away, but they have lessened as we’ve got more organised, but events keep pulling me back to those instances of stress.
Additionally, I can see opportunity and potential ahead of me; chances to develop myself again and move forwards, always with hope but in this case possibly also with joy as well.
So that’s the past and the future both calling to me, tugging at me, but it’s here in the present that I’m feeling the most ‘lost’ and out of balance to give it a name, which is why I’ve decided I must be in a place of transition.
Am I finally coming to terms with recent events and accepting these things into my life? Am I inspired by the potential and possibility of the future? Possibly. Probably. Maybe…
One thing I know for sure is that life is never what you expect it to be. Planning and organising have their place, but in the end you never know what’s around the corner and what you will have to contend with. The main thing is to be open-minded and flexible, so that perhaps you will cope and even enjoy what comes your way.
Progress? Definitely. Serenity? Not yet, but it’s improving. Alive? Certainly, and that’s what counts. Living with and tackling another day, one moment at a time…